vikkki

2011-10-29T04:33:00.000-07:00

I don't think you realise the song actually was for you.
Ha.

2011-10-16T05:48:00.001-07:00

Bite where it hurts, why don't you.

2011-09-14T21:19:00.001-07:00

It is everybody's first nature

yet why do we always assume it's other's second?

The Shawshank Redemption

2011-09-06T10:24:00.000-07:00

Hehe I just made father watch it. He said he almost cried at the ending!

The movie really is amazing.

2011-09-03T09:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday: Muthu's Curry

Today: Ah Yat Abalone Forum Restaurant

Tomorrow: Tung Lok Seafood

Nyahaha.

And if I keep this up bye promos

2011-08-29T02:03:00.000-07:00

A guy is driving over to my house to pick me up for dinner.

Hahahahha yes it is father

2011-08-29T00:52:00.000-07:00

I just watched the video.

Not good.

I am too socially awkward. Why do I sound sarcastic forever?

Seriously.

Sometimes I'm not, and it just comes across being so. It's the way I speak, I guess.

And occasionally I try not to, but then my voice just sounds really jarring, to me. Like it's somehow filled with a type of hypocrisy that I don't mean.

A thought.

Is religion selfish-based?

Probably stems from my belief that all good deeds are selfish acts.

Hmm.

We (well, for me, in my religion, anyway) pray for good things to happen, be it education or health, and ask the gods to keep bad things away. That sounds pretty selfish to me.

Yeah, we give offerings like fruits and flowers and incense...but could it be because we hope that our prayers would be answered because we do so?

Why do people pray?

At the end of the day, it's mostly just about ourselves...I'm pretty sure about that.

I still cannot find an example where a good deed is intrinsically good. Any ideas?

2011-08-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

When you find a song that you can relate to

and you realise that a million other people probably feel that way too.

The future is scary.

2011-08-12T06:51:00.000-07:00

I actually have followers on my tumblr who aren't my friends in real life!

2011-08-08T05:16:00.000-07:00

After reading Jessica's post I realised I didn't mention anything about ice-skating! Though it's probably redundant since Facebook strips anyone of their privacy.

Zhonghua's choir is getting worse no offense.

But the school has upgraded (parts)!

Should probably get stuff for teachers on Teacher's Day.

Am sad that my prospective room cannot hold a queen sized bed comfortably.

And on a random note the treadmill says I exercised for 4km today!

Only because I ate like ice-cream + root beer float + yam paste + brownies in the afternoon.

I HAVE REALISED THAT I AM QUITE INCOHERENT I blame tumblr 'cause all you have to do is click reblog.

2011-07-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

ALL TEN SEASONS BABY

Now to find the time to watch them.

Here's your post dedicated to you jazz!

2011-07-23T10:31:00.001-07:00

Vikki says:

*what is jie ai shun bian??

jazz says:

*something like don't be sad and get over it

Sounds meaningful, haha.

2011-07-07T03:39:00.000-07:00

I think I just accidentally un-synced all my contacts from their Facebook accounts in my phone.

-_____________________-

The exam scripts will be returned to you on Tue 5 July.

2011-07-03T20:41:00.000-07:00

That's...tomorrow.

post mid years

2011-07-01T22:54:00.000-07:00

Task 1: Obtain Harry Potter and the Deathy Hallows part 1 so I can watch the grand finale in the cinemas. [Complete]

Task 2: Find people to watch part 2 with. [Forever pending...]

2011-06-30T00:58:00.000-07:00

ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED: Held in pee for more than 5 hours!

BLADDER OF STEEL? I think so.

Not big

2011-06-22T09:23:00.000-07:00

1. If someone says, “shelf”, you say? - That's Life [Frank Sinatra] Wise words from me as always.

2. How would you describe yourself? - Wordplay [Jason Mraz] YES I AM A PERSON OF MANY WORDS

3. What do you like in a guy/girl? - Rolling in the Deep [Adele] Okay?

4. How do you feel today? - Over You [Chris Daughtry]

5. What is your life’s purpose? - I won't say I'm in love [Disney - Hercules]

6. What's your motto? -Valerie [Amy Winehouse] Totally makes sense!

7. What do your friends think of you? - U Can't Touch This [MC Hammer] That's right.

8. What do you think of your parents? - Back to Black [Amy Winehouse] I'm pretty sure they aren't...

9. What do you think about very often? - Friday Night [Lily Allen] I do look forward to Fridays..except during the holidays where days don't matter.

10. What is 2 + 2? - Please Mr Postman [The Carpenters] Always rely on the mailman for answers!

11. What do you think of your best friend? - Geek in the Pink [Jason Mraz]

12. What do you think of the person you like? - I've got Friends in Low Places [Garth Brooks]

13. What is your life story? - Mr Cellophane [Chicago the Musical] )8 Cause you can look right through me, walk right by me, and never know I'm there...

14. What do you want to be when you grow up? - Love is a Losing Game [Amy Winehouse]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like? - I'll Be There For You [The Rembrandts] Haha this is so appropriate.

16. What will you dance to at your wedding? - Right Back Where We Started From [Maxine Nightingale] I LIKE THIS SONG CURRENTLY

17. What will they play at your funeral? - Uncharted [Sara Bareilles] Because that's what afterlife is!

18. What is your biggest fear? - Alfie [Lily Allen] GO AWAY ALFIE

19. What is your biggest secret? - Gimme Gimme Gimme [ABBA]

20. What will you post this as? - Not Big [Lily Allen]

YES IAN THANK YOU FOR TAGGING D8<

am board

2011-06-11T09:22:00.000-07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:

last beverage = Water.
last phone call = One of the parents
last text message = Chen Yixuan
last song you listened to = According to my phone, Not Big by Lily Allen
last time you cried = This month when I was chopping an onion )8 Um February?

HAVE YOU EVER:

dated someone twice = No
been cheated on = No
kissed someone & regretted it = No
lost someone special = More like drift apart but doesn't everyone
been depressed = Who hasn't?
been drunk and threw up = Never been drunk.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

DOWAN

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend = Yep
Fallen in love = With Chen Ng Cai and Choo who made Sec 4 life bearable
Laughed until you cried = ALMOST I think
Met someone who changed you = Aren't we always changing because of the people we meet?
Found out who your true friends were = Maybe
Found out someone was talking about you = Everyone gets talked about behind their backs seriously
Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Nope Sheena kissed Jessica and not me ;_;

GENERAL:
How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Most

OTHERS
Do you have any pets = Ugh no I WILL ONE DAY JUST YOU WAIT
Do you want to change your name = Names grow on you
What did you do for your last birthday = ATE CAKE, GOT AN OVEN (hell yeah)
What time did you wake up today = 10am.
What were you doing at midnight last night = Using this laptop
Name something you CANNOT wait for= Graduation hahahaha
Last time you saw your mother = AM SEEING HER NAO
What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Be filthy rich. Or be born Caucasian.
What are you listening to right now = Not music
Have you ever talked to a person named Natasha? = Um maybe? What does it matter?!
What's getting on your nerves right now = Muscles BECAUSE MUSCLES ARE LIKE ON NERVES ha indeed.
Most visited webpage = Tumblr Facebook other websites I DUNNO

Nickname = *shrug*
Zodiac sign = Cancer
He or She = Anything hahahahahaha
Elementary = CHIJ OLN
High School = ZHSS
College = VJC.
Hair color = Black.
Long or short = Long I guess
Height = 161 I HAVE STOPPED GROWING
Do you have a crush on someone?= Hahaha
Piercings = Uhhuh.
Tattoos = Not unless your name is Amy and surname is Winehouse
Righty or lefty= Right.

RIGHT NOW:

Eating = Nothing.
Drinking = WATER FOREVER.
I'm about to = proceed to the next question
Waiting for = morning? Though I do like the night.

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? = I guess. Hate all kids but my own LOL. Caucasian babies are always an exception
Get Married? = Yeah, I mean wouldn't it be sad to spend life alone
Career? = You tell me

WHICH IS BETTER :

Lips or eyes = Eyes help you see(WHICH IS VERY IMPORTANT) but you'd look weird without lips so..
Hugs or kisses = Hugs.
Shorter or taller = TALLERRRRRRRRRRRRRR but I am like not growing as I have said *waves fist*
Older or Younger= NOT EVEN BORN
Romantic or Spontaneous = Well to be spontaneous is actually being romantic so..
Nice stomach or nice arms = Um, stomach..?
Sensitive or loud = Sensitive. Loud people are usually annoying
Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.
Trouble maker or hesitant = Who likes trouble makers??
Kissed a stranger = HOW DOES THIS FALL UNDER "Which is better?"?!
Drank hard liquor = Not yet.
Lost glasses/contacts = I foresee that one day I might
Sex on first date= Right.
Broke someone's heart = Guess not
Had your own heart broken = Hmm
Been arrested = No.
Turned someone down = Hahahahah
Cried when someone died = I don't think I knew anyone well enough to be affected
Fallen for a friend = Haha whoever says No would be lying.

2011-06-04T00:22:00.001-07:00

tumblr

2011-05-31T20:27:00.000-07:00

AND THE PIMPLES ARE BACK

DDDDD8

2011-05-29T09:10:00.001-07:00

2011-05-27T08:44:00.000-07:00

So catchy.

Realised lyric's good too.

Slipping through my fingers

2011-05-19T04:58:00.001-07:00

2011-05-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

Drained and stressed which in turn makes me unhappy.

But then again, who isn't?

should be searching stuff for gp but..

2011-05-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

2011-04-28T05:56:00.000-07:00

Someday I'll reach my Zihuatanejo.

2011-04-27T03:39:00.000-07:00

from

Hehe DOES ANYONE GET IT

one more

2011-04-24T09:25:00.001-07:00

from

forever disturbed

2011-04-24T09:08:00.000-07:00

2011-04-24T06:31:00.001-07:00

Hi Jessica, Tek Hsuen and Fabian!
The only three readers of my blog!

2011-04-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

From

2011-04-22T02:36:00.000-07:00

"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment."
Ralph Waldo Emerson

2011-04-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

The wire running beneath my upper gums officially exterminate any joy in eating.

2011-04-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

Ideas sound ten times lame-r when you say them out.

2011-04-16T07:39:00.001-07:00

"What university course are you aiming for?"

And every time, ashamedly, I'd say, "I don't know."
But I swear I'm telling the truth - and one of the few times without hesitation.

I really don't know.

I need direction.
I read somewhere: A life without vision is worse than being born blind.
Great.
Doesn't help that I am falling asleep every waking moment of my life either.

Anyway a very kind woman gave me cookies and Milo while I was doing cip today; and also wished me all the best in my future.
Moving.

2011-04-16T07:06:00.001-07:00

Common observation:

JC is stretching everyone to their limits.

reblog from jessica's tumblr

2011-04-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

my goal in life

2011-04-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

A Wikipedia page about me.

LOL.

2011-04-09T01:44:00.000-07:00

My belief that someone who is strong academically does not always equate to being smart has been confirmed.

I can feel the pressure.

numb

2011-04-06T04:11:00.001-07:00

I'VE
BECOME
SO
NUMB

Ha like literally. My lower lip and chin now feels really puffy and spongy and I have seemed to lost the ability to effectively swallow my saliva. How very uncomfortable.

2011-04-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

Don't ask me questions if you haven't even tried looking for the answer. Ugh wtf.

So many things to do.

Deadlines deadlines everywhere. I don't like being stressed. And at the same time so bloody tired.

pie

2011-04-03T07:54:00.001-07:00

PI IS SO BLOODY TIME-CONSUMING!
*waves fist*

interesting

2011-04-01T08:46:00.001-07:00

From

2011-04-01T05:40:00.001-07:00

Which food looks the most suspicious?

A Crepe!

Ahahaha ~~It's funny cause I came up with it~~

2011-03-27T05:09:00.001-07:00

It's true what they say
Absence does make the heart grow fonder

another reason why i love friends

2011-03-27T05:06:00.000-07:00

http://almostscreme.tumblr.com/post/4052540079
From

2011-03-27T05:03:00.000-07:00

Dad: You look really different with contacts.
Me: 8D
Dad: You look smarter with spectacles.

Good to know!

2011-03-23T08:33:00.001-07:00

I have been awake for seventeen hours.

Soon I'll get six hours of sleep and the cycle continues.

unfriendable

2011-03-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

And I don't mean the website.

Hi Amanda, if you're reading this. Thanks.

2011-03-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

I went to the gym today! Now I'm so bloody sleepy and tired but I have like five thousand things to do and I still don't get Econs ugh.

I AM TIRED

2011-03-21T05:43:00.000-07:00

STUPID CONTACT LENS WOULDN'T GO INTO MY LEFT EYEBALL TODAY.

So I had to take the right one out and I now have an uneven number of lens(cause I used one more Left CAUSE I DROPPED IT AND COULDN'T FIND IT but it was futile cause my attempt still failed anyway).
How annoying.

Anyway STARTING TOMORROW(if my legs don't ache from like not exercising forever), I shall make full use of facilities and hit the gym when I get homel! I shall like aim to ~~be buff(HAHA) and~~ at least get silver for NAPFA(or is it NAFA). Teehee. I AM SO MOTIVATED. The Eye of the Tiger song should start playing. And it'll be like a scene from Rocky. I am queen of digression.

I finished my homework!

2011-03-19T22:23:00.000-07:00

LOL Yeah right.

So many things to do BUT I'M TOO LAZY.

when you find the exact answers for your homework on google

2011-03-18T09:17:00.000-07:00

inner peace

2011-03-13T08:50:00.000-07:00

Apparently according to some post from tumblr, to have inner peace would mean to lose interest in judging people.
Well then in that case I'm probably fighting an internal war.

On a side note HTC Desire is pretty awesome so far. (Y)

Differences

2011-03-09T02:55:00.000-08:00

The last one-word essay I wrote before the O Levels. I just felt like posting it.

-----

“About the project, Lisa, how’s Friday for you?”

“Um, I’m Kaitlin,” I reply with an awkward laugh.

“Oh, right! Sorry about that, you two really–”

“Look alike? Yeah, I get that a lot.”

And I hated how nobody could tell the difference.

***
I have an identical twin, Lisa. Sometimes I try to pretend she is a doppelganger – we were hardly alike. She listened to classical music, (which, to me, is a complete drag) while I listened to pop. Our sense of humor is also as different as night and day – she often laughs at mildly funny things – as if it’s the epitome of classy comedy, when it clearly is not, and that often got on my nerves.

We liked different colors too: I like pink, she likes yellow.

I like chunky peanut butter, she likes hers creamy.

I like my eggs sunny-side up, while she prefers hers scrambled.

We were worlds apart! But nobody saw our differences. I still recall our parents mistaking us for each other, with our similar strawberry-blond hair and hazel eyes. Our freckles were even on the same place, near our cheekbones. People only see us as Lisa and Kaitlin, identical duplicates of one another.

But I have had it.

***

I step out of the shower, greeted by a horrific sight of Lisa in the exact sundress I was wearing to school.

“I thought Mum only bought one of that!” I nearly shrieked.

WELL APPARENTLY NOT, I continue yelling inside. Glaring hatefully at her, I stomped off without caring for her reply, grabbed the first shirt I saw and a pair of jeans and went back to the bathroom to change, taking note to slam the door.

Just to make sure people could tell us apart, I applied some black eyeliner around my eyes and pulled my hair into a fishtail braid, unlike her stupid ponytail.

Lisa’s face fell when she saw me, but that did nothing to induce any kind of guilt within me at all.

***

A late, breezy August greeted me as I sat alone on the porch in front of my school. Red and brown leaves rustled weightlessly around my feet and beyond while gleeful cries of young children whirled about in the back of my mind, blending into my thoughts. Lisa was probably attending her chemotherapy session at Cleveland Clinic. It was a shock – to all of us – when she was diagnosed with leukemia, especially since she was a picture of health.

Now her hair was thinning and she lost her eyebrows and eyelashes. Her face seemed…naked, in fact.

I am to blame, am I not? Apparently the heavens heard me after all. My ‘wish’ came true. Everyone could tell us apart now. Lisa’s the bald, sick one, they would probably say.

A red Audi pulled over.

“Where’s Lisa?” I asked my mum.

“She told me to pick you up first – she doesn’t mind waiting a little longer. Besides, she knew you’d be tired after practice.”

“But wasn’t she there since…eight this morning?”

My mum nodded, as if trying to tell me something.

And then I realized.

I realized we were indeed very different.

I was selfish and insensitive, making Lisa feel burdened because we looked the same when it was through no fault of hers at all, while she continued to care for me like any proper sister should. Focusing on trying to be different made me trample all over her feelings and become someone even I could not recognize – but she still accepted me as her sister. That was where we were different too, for if someone were to do the same thing to me…I probably would be less forgiving.

Guilt weighed down on me, gnawing my insides, then rinsing it with regret and sadness.

I was a horrible sister.

“Mum, do you think we could stop at the hairdresser’s first? I’ll be quick.”

***

A bouquet of cherry blossoms and poppies in hand, I opened the door.

Her look of anticipation vanished.

“Kaitlin! You’re…!”

“Bald – yes, thank you for noticing – I even got them to shave off my eyebrows, like yours! Here, these are for you,” I say, handing over the pale-pink and red bundle of flowers.

Her aghast face made me chuckle.

“But…why? Didn’t you want us to be different? Now you look…”

“Exactly like you.”

Rays of golden sunlight shone through the blinds. Our similarities were merely physical, and we both knew that we had a world of differences inside; so if other people still failed to differentiate us, well, it was their loss.

“Thank you,” she said, her eyes glistening.

And I knew she meant it for more than the flowers.

one word essays

2011-03-09T02:27:00.001-08:00

I miss writing them! And handing them up to Mrs Ng and eagerly anticipating the marks and comments.

BAI I HAVE ZUO WEN TO DO (which is a narrative...but it's just not the same in Chinese, is it.)

omg lol

2011-03-08T01:15:00.000-08:00

(via todayiamarabbit)

2011-03-06T02:57:00.001-08:00

It's amazing how one episode can make me feel so much better.

GLEE feat. Michael Jackson: The Key of Awesome #29 Super Bowl Parody

2011-03-06T01:42:00.000-08:00

waves fist

2011-03-05T23:33:00.000-08:00

I just realised I forgot to tap out of school on Friday. (This is the second time...one for each day ever since the system was implemented for J1s)
Ugh STUPID FINGERPRINT SYSTEM.

Oh, I realised that whenever I attempt a new Chemistry question, I'll have a lot of confidence. Until I actually start doing it...then that confidence dwindles and usually becomes naught when I realise I have the wrong answer or can't continue(seriously sometimes it's like WHAT YOU TALKIN ABT?!).

Tomorrow is the last day I'm exempted from PE!
I feel so unprotected now. :s

bouts of spiritual detachment

2011-03-04T06:21:00.000-08:00

Does anyone else get that sometimes?

It feels really weird. Like, you're not you, but an observer of this series of events carried and acted out by someone with a name that belongs to you, and a body that's yours.

Those moments make me feel superior to human.

Anyway, CHEMISTRY TEST ON MONDAY.

Two words: oy vey.

oh my god

2011-03-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

I feel like such an airhead.

I didn't know that a prune was a dried plum.

I had always thought they were different(but similar) fruits.

:/

2011-03-02T06:23:00.000-08:00

Demand Supply Demand Supply Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Demand Supply Supply Demand Supply CURVES SHIFT ALONG TO THE LEFT MARKET PRICE CONSUMER PRODUCER

This is what's going through my head after 21 pages of slowly reading and trying to understand the damn DD/SS notes (which totally does not look like DEMAND/SUPPLY).

Seriously I have questions at like, every point AND THE POINTS SEEM TO CONTRADICT EACH OTHER (In my mind).

Example:

When price of good falls, demand of it increase.

So it's like, AFTER THAT, the price rises back up right? (Not like I'm expecting answers here but nevermind).

HOW TO DO THE ECONS TUTORIAL LIDDAT?!

Tests stress me out.
Which is why I don't like them.

My life seems to be revolving around school again. Then again, why shouldn't it?

Ugh

2011-02-28T06:06:00.000-08:00

So bloody annoyed by my current incompetency in Chemistry.

i want my full voice back

2011-02-26T04:54:00.001-08:00

I WANT TO SINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

You Know I'm No Good - Arctic Monkeys

2011-02-26T04:34:00.000-08:00

Their British accent is so sexy in this. Teehee.

i need this so bad

2011-02-26T02:42:00.001-08:00

From BrassMonki

Supposed to make a Collagen structure

2011-02-25T05:59:00.001-08:00

But collagen just looks like this mess of crap.

deep

2011-02-23T04:20:00.000-08:00

My voice is so low now (and I would think that my normal voice is already rather low), thanks to the fever and sore throat and phlegm. I don't like Strepsils at all. They're too large and get really yucky halfway through that I keep wasting tissue spitting them out.

I have a lot of work. Well a lot cause I feel like sleeping.

Im gonna touch it tomorrow for the first time!

2011-02-20T01:23:00.000-08:00

That's right!

Anyway (yes I hope everyone is in suspense because of my refusal to continue that suggestively-sounding statement), I FINISHED MY HOMEWORK! But I still feel uneasy. And I can only sleep for a maximum of 9 hours on the weekends! To think I slept at 2am and woke up at 12pm during the holidays (although it's only an hour extra but it still sounds a lot more!).

I think I have a love-hate relationship with school...but that's probably been as such since forever.

P.E. tomorrow - and you know what that means! [Dying on land]

Oh I also have huge-ass bruises on my knees. I keep falling. Converse shoes suck. They are of lousy quality and the rubber soles become extremely slippery when wet.

Hi Jessica! SHAKE WHAT YO MAMMA GAVE YA!

2011-02-16T03:53:00.000-08:00

I am secretly jealous of people with iPhones.

Okay not so secret anymore.

I KEEP SLACKING WHEN I HAVE WORK TO BE DONE UGH. WHAT IS THIS. I was more hardworking in Sec 3! I think. Or was I?

Tomorrow is Thursday! And Thursday is sian day. :(
But after that it will be Friday and everything will be better.

Anyway on a random note, I realised that I am very card-game dumb. I don't know how to play poker, taiti(?), Bridge etc. NOR MAHJONG. Nor Chinese chess (I USED TO PLAY ENGLISH CHESS! A long, long time ago).

Hehee.

PE IS LIKE DYING ON LAND

2011-02-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

HATE IT.

Anyway mass dance at Suntec tomorrow! After Sea Regatta.
I don't wanna bathe in school. :(

Need to peel myself away from the computer soon.

Some people are such attention hawrs.

Ugh

2011-02-09T02:45:00.000-08:00

I am tired and afraid and stressed and annoyed and indifferent and missing

I need to remember that

2011-02-06T06:29:00.000-08:00

FRI-DAY

is

TIE DAY

bread

2011-02-03T04:44:00.000-08:00

Me: You like these ribs (New York New York) or the ones at Cafe Cartel more?
Dad: These.
Me: But Cafe Cartel's has bread!
Dad: Here also have...spoilt brat.

PINEAPPLE TARTS ARE THE MESSIAH

2011-02-02T03:48:00.000-08:00

School pride only hits me when I'm not physically in that school.

Last time I used to be all: D8< about Zhonghua, but now, during the first two days of orientation, I WORE IT WITH PRIDE! (Mostly..the skirt is also much easier to sit in/doesn't get dirty as easily)

Anyway apparently someone hasn't heard of my name before (Seriously?) and asked me if it was an English name.
(Btw the name Vikki originates from a Dialect)

Teehee being told that I don't sound Singaporean when I talk makes my day every time.

The toilets in the school need an upgrade in their flushing capability.
And I am annoyed by how far I am from the school (with toilets that can't flush properly).

MET AMANDA AND JESSICA AND SHEENA TODAY I MISS YOU GUISE. (Yes OTHER PEOPLE TOO)
I can make weird comments without being judged

Eh, no.
I can be weird and be understood.
I WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOODDDDDDDD

(LOL I sound like such a loser)

PET peeve

2011-01-30T03:46:00.001-08:00

Do people not get that the Year they post their Education Information IS THEY YEAR THEY GRADUATE.

SHEESH.

something from tumblr

2011-01-29T22:25:00.000-08:00

http://theflyingfeeling.tumblr.com/post/2896439111/via-justdanceex-pterodactylnoises

2011-01-29T07:59:00.000-08:00

AND I LEARNT HOW TO TIE A TIE.

AND I AM ALSO DISAPPOINTED HOW NOBODY ELSE GOT THE SMELLY CAT REFERENCE DURING ORIENTATION WHEN SOMEONE MENTIONED IT.

blah

2011-01-29T07:00:00.000-08:00

Feel kinda stupid when someone makes a comment and all I do is smile back. :) It's like all I know how to do, either that or giving some one-line reply.

Hate how "lone" I feel (Am not gonna use the word Lonely anymore it sounds too sad/pathetic) in a place of 700+ people. Maybe it's just that I haven't found anyone in my group yet who will laugh at things that are actually funny. Hope this friends issue I'm having gets better (I seem to be the only one facing this?!). Feels exactly like the first day I stepped into ZH and was rather miserable and felt all clingy to my old friends. Pfft.

If there was another Me, I think I'd actually want to be friends with Me. Aha. I mean, "I" would totally be into everything I like (TV shows, singers, general avoidance of any non-english Pop, pet peeves, etc) and our sense of humor would be epic (Go narcissism).

Hopefully things will improve when we get our class. I don't generally like keeping to myself.

I feel so rant-y. Nyahaha.

Eh someone explain what the long chain at the back of the collar badge is for?!

cause i like pink words above my post

2011-01-19T02:46:00.000-08:00

I am so bored it's not even funny.

Anyway I've finished Season 2 and 3 of FRIENDS! Finished about half/three-quarters of season 1.

If I remember correctly I finished 4 to 7 also.

I STILL DON'T HAVE A SCHOOLBAG. YES I have been looking for one but all of them are like, plain and black/ugly (like going on a camping trip). Ugh.

I even went to sleep (even though I wasn't tired) 'cause I was so bored. Gah! D8<

ahhhhhhh?

2011-01-11T07:06:00.000-08:00

Okay the whole experience of waiting for O level results and all has temporarily scarred me.

Now(okay 1 day after the whole thing) my heart is like pounding rapidly for some reason and my cheeks are burning. For some reason I feel jumpier and more panicky and I AM JUST NERVOUS ABOUT SOMETHING THAT I'M NOT AWARE OF.

Indeed I am going insane.

I asked my parents for a dog!

2011-01-10T21:43:00.000-08:00

And it still didn't work. )8

interesting

2011-01-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

*After seeing some kids who yelled and stood on the chairs of a restaurant*

Me: Don't you find kids annoying?
Dad: I have one myself.
Me: But especially those toddlers, when they scream and yell
Dad: That shows that the parents don't know how to raise their children properly. That's why when you were younger, before we went out I slapped your face many times until it swelled so you couldn't cry. That's why your cheeks always look swollen now.

:(
Well know I know.

Anyway I don't totally hate kids. Watched Jamie's Family Christmas today AND I WAS BLOWN AWAY BY Petal's(his daughter) CUTENESS.

And coming from a person who generally does not like children(well, those who scream and cry), that means a great deal.
Well I'm not sure if that's her in the centre BUT THE BABY IS SO CUTE ANYWAY Awwwww.

I WANT BLONDE BABY.

2011-01-02T07:57:00.000-08:00

The Dandie Dinmont Terrier.

You had me ever since that little poof on your head. ♥

Oh, did I mention? Great for apartment living.

Just some asian stuff

2010-12-31T09:34:00.001-08:00

Songs by Frank Sinatra have beautiful lyrics

2010-12-30T06:23:00.000-08:00

Though I have clarified(thanks Google) that he did not write them, except for two, but they are still a joy to listen to. (P/S Wino writes her own songs UNLIKE MANY RUBBISH ARTISTS WHO SING WHAT THEIR COMPANY TELLS THEM TO SING THEN AUTO-TUNE THEIR STUPID VOICES BECAUSE THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF REACHING THE NOTES THEMSELVES W/O TECHNOLOGICAL HELP)

Strangers in the Night

Strangers in the night exchanging glances
Wond'ring in the night
What were the chances we'd be sharing love
Before the night was through.

Something in your eyes was so inviting,
Something in your smile was so exciting,
Something in my heart,
Told me I must have you.

Strangers in the night, two lonely people
We were strangers in the night
Up to the moment
When we said our first hello.
Little did we know
Love was just a glance away,
A warm embracing dance away and -

Ever since that night we've been together.
Lovers at first sight, in love forever.
It turned out so right,
For strangers in the night.

Love was just a glance away,
A warm embracing dance away -

Ever since that night we've been together.
Lovers at first sight, in love forever.
It turned out so right,
For strangers in the night.

That's life

2010-12-29T08:41:00.000-08:00

That's life, that's what all the people say.
You're riding high in April,
Shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune,
When I'm back on top, back on top in June.

I said that's life, and as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks,
Stompin' on a dream
But I don't let it, let it get me down,
'Cause this fine ol' world it keeps spinning around

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself, flat on my face,
I pick myself up and get back in the race.

That's life
I tell ya, I can't deny it,
I thought of quitting baby,
But my heart just ain't gonna buy it.
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try,
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself laying flat on my face,
I just pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life
That's life and I can't deny it
Many times I thought of cutting out
But my heart won't buy it
But if there's nothing shakin' come this here july
I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball and die
My, My

I like Frank Sinatra. If you think whatever's on 987 is real music, then I feel sorry for you.
Same goes if you like Kpop(I'm sorry it's just a personal thing)

Cal Wilson - Thank God You're Here Series 4 Episode 5

2010-12-22T09:04:00.000-08:00

This is really funny hehe.

Liking your own status is like (loserly) high-fiving yourself.

2010-12-18T08:18:00.000-08:00

Says Facebook.

I can't say I don't agree.

2010-12-17T20:48:00.001-08:00

Don't ever wanna watch K-Pop again.

Bed Intruder

2010-12-12T22:12:00.000-08:00

Watch the above then watch this:

ABBA - I Let The Music Speak

2010-12-07T06:41:00.000-08:00

This song used to send give me chills but I really loved the chorus. NAO I STILL DO BECAUSE ABBA IS AWESOME.

trivial enjoyable things

2010-12-02T08:36:00.001-08:00

We all know that feeling.
(From http://1000awesomethings.com)

Some of my favorites:

#373 When you think you’re out of candy but then find one more left in the package

#378 Finally making it past whatever was causing traffic to slow down

#989 Blowing your nose in the shower (I'm sorry I sound so disgusting. DONT DENY THAT YOU DO IT TOO)

#971 Real-bearded Santas (And not those lousy fake beards)

#381 Actually finishing a bar of soap(Those oval things never seem to finish)

#388 When a stranger laughs at a joke between you and your friends

#902 Roasting the perfect marshmallow

#870 When you get the milk to cereal ratio just right

#393 The first time you get to ride in the front seat of the car

#840 Popping Bubble Wrap

#821 When the public bathroom has paper towels instead of hand dryers

#402 Perfectly stapling through a thick stack of papers

Enough for now. People don't generally enjoy reading chunks of words.

we're bigger than us steel!

2010-12-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

Finished this too! Much easier to follow, and very...surreal?
It doesn't feel like a movie actually - I don't know how to describe it.

You just...feel the "essence of life" in the movie.

Heard that Part 3 isn't as epic/phenomenal as the first two but still a good film. Was kinda sad Don Vito didn't manage to appear in the second part. I was looking forward to it.

And according to Wiki the actor who plays Vito is known to mumble (methodical acting) so it wasn't just my inferior hearing abilities!

BTW stupid status updates on Facebook are really annoying.

an offer you cant refuse

2010-11-29T05:52:00.000-08:00

I just finished watching The Godfather (aka one of the top rated movies in the world).

I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED.

It's the kind of movie that makes you go silent with thought after you watch it. And I have to admit I had a pretty hard time during the first 45minutes trying to keep up with the gang and who's who and all (thus Wiki and IMDB became my friends) but after a while it gets a little clearer (not completely though) but enough for you to understand what's happening?

Should I watch Part II or The Shawshank Redemption next. What a way to blow my holidays away.

2010-11-27T20:48:00.000-08:00

Bored?

Don't blame your job, the traffic or your mindless chores. Battling boredom, researchers say, means finding focus, living in the moment and having something to live for.

From

Well I'm not exactly battling it. Pfft.

needs/wants/stuff in my head

2010-11-26T07:52:00.000-08:00

Need

To buy a new schoolbag

Wash my shoes

Make an appointment with the orthodontist

Want (which may diminish over time, as proven by my other activities I once set my heart out to do)

Try ice-skating...someday

Have a nice swimsuit(without going through the hassle of finding and buying...if that's even possible) so I can actually exercise and not sit all day

To learn how to play the acoustic guitar (but I am music-dumb, and cant read scores to save my life. I only remember the EGBDF? and the FACE thing. But I take like forever to. And I know it's about chords which is like...a lot of memory isn't it. :( )

Oh after dinner we(and by we I mean parents) were walking at Metro and I asked my dad what he was getting me for Christmas(I don't usually get anything). And he said "Nothing", to which I replied how I was tired of the same present every year.
So when we were at Royal Sporting House a while later, he asked me to pick one of the tennis rackets as my present. Aha.
To which I said I would prefer a DSLR or at least help me order the FRIENDS dvd from eBay (Seriously is anyone willing to help me do this...I'll pay $15 for your services. Really).

Yesterday my dear Armaini hit an all-time high(for him) of DOWNLOAD SPEED 5mb/s.

Few days ago it was 1.65mb/s. (Africa's average is 1.9? Around there.)

AM SO PROUD but not that proud STILL FAR FROM THE TARGETED 17.

If You Really Loved Me by Tim Minchin

2010-11-20T22:51:00.000-08:00

Sec 4 life

2010-11-19T08:19:00.000-08:00

Can be summed up(well mostly, anyway) in the photo above.

Secondary 4 life would be much more mundane without those people.

TAKEN WITH AMANDA'S DSLR which I still want. Hee.